Good enough

Have you ever had someone tell you you weren't good enough?

Last night I was told this. Whether or not the person ment to say it, I don't know. But in any form, it sucks and it hurts. But through all of this I have to remember that is really doesn't matter what other people think. I am who I am, and I know I am OK.

My very good friend called and we talked for a minute about people. She is truely amazing! I enjoying being with her and she always has such a possitive outlook on life. It is truely encouraging when you surround yourself with people like her.

I try to surround myself with people who have a special light about them. She is one of those and there are many others like her in my life. They are what keep me going and help me to stay possitive.

I think sometimes I use others as a re-inforcement shield to my wall. Lately I think I have trusted in people a little too much and some chinks have shown in my wall. I am working on fixing those because it hurts too much when I begin to let people in. My words are on a large enough stage with my job that I don't need to let others any farther in.