Things are not what they appear

I am working toward finishing my final project. This is going to be the title, although I do not know why. Everthing seemed like such a good idea in the beginning.

Maybe it is because with me, "Things are not always what they seem." ;) Not many people know me for me. Sometimes, I struggle to express 'me' through my photographs.

It is funny, because I will make a picture and months or years later I will figure out what I was trying to say. Drex keeps telling me that photography is a work in progress. There are so many projects I see in my head. When I graduate, I will make the time to complete those projects. This is a promise I am making to myself.

I keep all of my ideas in my sketchbook. I have already started to think about my senior project. It will be combined with my Design: 3D class. I am excited because I have never done an installation before.

What gets me the most is when people are not quite what they seem. Last night I had an interesting conversation with someone about T. I was unfortunatly wrong about him, unless he proves to me otherwise. The door has not been completely shut on the idea, but I definitly will proceed with caution. I do not want to get my heart broken again. It hurts too much.

He has not called since Saturday night and has been otherwise distant. Not a bright outlook I imagine. Too bad. I really liked him.

Tonight I am going to perform a few piano pieces. It has been a while since I have played for a group solo. I am a little nervous. Our activity is a grandparents Thanksgiving Dinner. G'pa Bill and Marylin will be coming with me. We will see how it goes.

Upward and onward in the persuit of eternal happiness!