On Friday I went to the coolest rock climbing gym ever! It is in Provo and it is called The Quarry. This massive building has walls on two sides, some in the middle and bouldering on the second level. It was the coolest.
Then the weird part of the night came. N invited me to go (as friends) and the girl he is 'sort-of' dating showed up after we had been there about an hour. She is a very cute girl and (from the five min of conversation we had) has a cute personality to boot. The only thing that was a little nervy was how pouty she was.
I then realized that if those were the kinds of girls he was after, it is better that we are friends. I am not the needy kind. It is also a bummer that she cannot be more secure about their relationship. I have no clue what is going on, but maybe it can be more stable or not be at all.
That is what I would want anyway. No puppet games and no coming in second. It is either first or not at all.
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