Last night was awful... I slept horribly, It came, and I lost you forever...
In my dream I watched myself standing at the door. You left me and I stood at the door hoping you would soon come back, but you didn't. I watched myself waiting and realizing you weren't ever coming back.
Perhaps it is part of growing up. Realizing it is easier for you to walk away and move on given our culture and separate duties. Although sometimes I feel like a convenience...
I know the person who will never leave me is out there and I think it makes it that much harder. Here I am blogging like a lame-o on a Friday night and he is out there... and you have left me alone.
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